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Saturday, May 16, 2009

Dreaming

OK, here is a problem I have. My dreams, that's right, my dreams. Sometimes they are sooo vivid that I have trouble convincing myself they were just dreams. And the weird thing is that no matter how vivid or realistic my dream was, there is always a key part that I have trouble remembering. So I spend the whole day trying to remember, or trying to figure out what the dream meant. Or sometimes I'll have a dream that only lasts a few seconds, but I remember having a dream. I can't remember what happened in the dream but I know I had one. then one day something will happen that reminds me of the dream, and I realize that what just happened was what the dream was about. Almost like, and I know this sounds crazy, I'm seeing the future. The only thing is, I don't know I'm seeing the future until it becomes the present. I know it sounds freaky. Sometimes I have dreams that I am a secret agent, but those are easy to recover from. Other times I have dreams that involve real life scenarios, with people in my life. Those are the ones that really fuck with me. There will even be people that i know by face, but I don't know their name, people from work, friends, family, you name it. Like this dream I had the other night. I went to a Trivium concert. Well that is something that isn't just possible, but I actually did that the week prior. And my woman was there, my dad was in the dream too. even some girl from work. Sal from the Howard Stern show, the firefighters from a movie I had just watched. Everything felt like it was really happening. Even my emotions when I woke up were affected. And I'm not sure whether I was upset at what happened in the dream, or that the dream was simply just a dream. And when I say my emotions were affected, I don't mean while I was asleep. For the first hour or two that I was awake the dream still felt real. And I think part of me wanted t to be too. Am I just nuts or does this happen to other people too? I'm not sure and that kinda scares me.

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