Shocking Revisited

• Can you believe those 2 dudes from earlier? Just blowin' each otherout in the bushes. I am willing to bet that at least one of those 2 dudes has some serious psychological issues due to that. I should have let one of them blow me while the other one worked my nuts. You know, porno style!

• Oh, and if you're wondering why I went along with these 2 guys to play a game that normally takes place in the secrecy of the bushes, my answer is simple. I didn't have many friends. I was hoping to make some new friends. Not friends with benefits. Well, not male friends with benefits anyway. Not that I knew what "benefits" were at the time. I did, however, learn a valuable lesson from the whole ordeal. Self Entertainment. After that I didn't care how many friends I had. I only need one person, ME. I don't need a bunch of friends, I don't need guys blowing me in the bushes. I am fine and dandy, Thank You.

• Too bad there wasn't any girls like that in the neighborhood. Although they might have scared me off just the same, but it would have been a much better story to tell. Much, much better. And less gay. Much less gay.