The Struggle Continues

Well let's see here now? Ive spent some time ripping on the blacks. Which minority should I offend now? Although if this was my middle school, I would be a minority. Seriously. I remember when the 8th graders got to go to the skating rink as a whole class trip, we were (my friends and I) requesting songs by The Offspring, Weezer, Green Day, all of our favorite shit at the time. When we got back to school the black kids tried to beat us up because we didn't request rap songs. Yeah, no wonder I have a problem with niggers.

Another time we had a school dance and finally THE VERY LAST we got the asshole DJ to play 'Enter Sandman' by Metallica. There was about 10 of us that were digging it, we were head banging and stuff. Then we began to mosh. All of a sudden the black guys were everywhere trying to beat us up again. We were out numbered. Well I got some good punches in. Also one of the other white guys threw a black guy up against the wall and the black guy lost his footing so he fell on the ground. I ran over and started stomping on him. Damn that felt good. The crackers prevailed that time. The black guys thought we were fighting each other. We weren't. No matter how violent the moshing may get we aren't trying to hurt each other. Never under estimate your enemy.

Do you see a pattern developing here?

Also in middle school, my 8th grade year. I had to get a ride home from the bus stop everyday.I only lived about 1/2 mile from the bus stop. My Grandma actually had to give me a ride home. because I had this really cool Miami Dolphins starter jacket and 2 black kids were always trying to steal it from me. One time I engaged them both in fisticuffs at the same time. I beat them both up. That's why I needed a ride home. Everyday after that, whether I had the jacket or not, they and their nigger friends would try to find me and kick the shit out of me.

So maybe I do have some unresolved issues with black people. Maybe I think I'm just goofing around, but deep down inside I mean everything I say about black people or "niggers." But can you blame me? I have never treated anyone different because of their skin color. But I have been fucked with because I was white. So who is racist now? I will just leave you with that question.

Hey, maybe I am a racist. Maybe I am racist TOO. Perhaps racism begets racism. As long as I never act on it, it's not harmful, right?